I feel good today, but it was a rough weekend. My husband is experiencing some depression/anxiety and maybe some OCD and it has hit him like a ton of bricks. He is just having such a hard time. I feel useless, as I am dealing with so much on my own. He is very restless, anxious, bored. He also gets picky over stupid little things which I try so hard to stay non-reactive about but you just can't put two people with our extreme symptoms in the same room. It's actually comical thinking about it now. He says something....I overly react to it. Later in the day I felt better, so I was able to feel more "stable" about the situation. The real problem is he probably won't take medication for help. It makes me so angry and I also feel so powerless about his stubborness and unwillingness to see his issues. I have to work and I mean work so so hard at keeping my head above water....I mean doing things that help me. We are going to a counselor this week. I am grateful for that.