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My heart hurts so much. My sweet daughter Hope would be 6 months on the 9 th. People around me dont understand. It makes them uncomfortable when i try to talk about her. All I wanna do is share her life.. she is in my thoughts every moment. Every night when I lay down to sleep, the memories come. The labor, the funeral.. holding her.. somedays I just want to die and be with her. It hurts more than I could ever imagine. I feel so alone
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I still feel alone. Deep down. It seems everyone around me can move on with their lives. Set her aside. I dont want to set her aside. I cannot move on with because she is not here. And i cant leave her. Because I am her mother and if I don\'t treasure her who will. My soul is in two places. It feels so much like ripping in half
I am so sorry for your loss I feel the same way, every body around me don\'t want to talk with me about my loss even my husband but I cant stop thinking about my son. it hurts very very much