I am filled with emotions of anger, fear, shame, hurt, longing. I am a mommy of two amazing children and they really need me to be strong right now. I have hurt them and my husband so much. I am angry at myself that I still miss the other man. I just wish all the noises in my head would stop. I just want to lay here and feel nothing, hear nothing, see nothing. I wish I could close the curtains and enjoy the silence but I have to get up and start this Monday Morning.
I realte to everything you are saying. Those feeling have not yet left me yet either. I am a mother of three and can\'t believe what I was capable of... it was a reflection of me .. but not me... and I am still trying to find my way back
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I am filled with emotions of anger, fear, shame, hurt, longing. I am a mommy of two amazing children and they really need me to be strong right now. I have hurt them and my husband so much. I am angry at myself that I still miss the other man. I just wish all the noises in my head would stop. I just want to lay here and feel nothing, hear nothing, see nothing. I wish I could close the curtains and enjoy the silence but I have to get up and start this Monday Morning.
I realte to everything you are saying. Those feeling have not yet left me yet either. I am a mother of three and can\'t believe what I was capable of... it was a reflection of me .. but not me... and I am still trying to find my way back