i know this sounds horrible but i am begining to really dislike my mother, all she does is lose it at me constantly then when i state my case she turns it back on me, so that pisses me off no amount, coz she's just gone nuts at me and somehow made it my fault. so i tell her to stop and leave me alone for 5 minutes. then i get well no one can talk to u anymore rachael, what!!!! everyone else can talk to me fine, except her. everything i do, she has a problem with what i didn't do. today in the car she told me never to speak to her again, so i told her to get the fuck out of my car, so she did. and now that i've been evicted, i have no choice but to live with her. about 5 minutes ago, i was told not to call her mum but to refer to her by her first name. what do i do. i don't want to have to stop talking to her because i don't think thats right, but everything i do and say is wrong by her. i used to just put up with it and ignore it, but now it infuriates me to the point that i tell her to shut the fuck up and get off my back. and that causes more crap. i feel like she's taking it all out on me, and there's no reasoning with her, coz she loses it, i literally have to walk on egg shells to get around her. and there's still no guarantee she won't flip her shit. apparently i have never done anything for her, i don't know if she has noticed that i have let her and her husband live at my house for the last 5 months. i generally try to be a positive person, but she is so negative about everything, literally. i wish she wasn't because she is never gonna enjoy the rest of her life while she so bitter and quite frankly a bitch!oh, i had to get that out, just so u know, i do love my mum, i just don't know what i'm supposed to do anymore, we clearly can't live together but at the moment there's no other option.
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