To:  All the people on Daily Strength.I am very thankful for all the bad things that have happened in my life up to and including the death of my son.Because had it not been for all those things I would not be the kind of man that I am today.My sons death is by far the worst of all things that have ever happened in my entire life, but God showed me ways of turning even that into something that was although bad,but there are the ways that it has been good for me.  Because since that time I have grown stronger, much more loving,and contrary to what some might say, a little wiser. After the loss of my son and the conditions under which I identified his young body, I prayed to God that He would let me die too,because that was, I thought, was the only thing that would end the pain.  But our MERCIFUL GOD showed me that I was wrong,but not before I cursed His Holy Name. Yet, He still loved me!!!What the case may be, I don't know , but some people have taken things I have said, the wrong way, perhaps it's because I presented them the wrong way,but just like anyone I am not perfect. I can and do screw up as well as anyone,better than many!!!!!!  But through it all I'm just me!!!If by chance I have offended anyone, let me go on record as saying I'm sorry,it was purely unintentional.Again let me go on record, saying,                                    I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!From: The Heart,The Mind,and Pen of,  A man by the name of Lynn