This weekend...I had a pretty miserable weekend. Matthew and I broke up. We are still trying to figure out what exactly happened between us that triggered such a horrible fight. So far we have pieced together that my stresses and his military stresses played a major part in it. We both flipped out at each other.I have been miserable all weekend. My bro and I went to the beach Saturday so I could get my mind off of it, but the weather was awesome and so were the waves and all I could think about was how much fun Matt and I could have had.I couldn't sleep well either or even eat well, because my mind was running all around with confusion and what could be done or if it's even fixable. i'm still lost. I wish I had answers. TODAY...I went to the VA today for a pain management group and found out that my VA disability rating is high enough to qualify for a reevaluation of employability. And that I can apply for that and possibly be approved for individual unemployable compensation and get like an extra $1000 a month. They told me that since I qualified for SSDI, I should have an easy time getting approved for that as well. WOW! I couldn't believe my ears when they told me about this! The VA never informed me about it before. So one of the vets there that already got approved, walked me over to the office and helped me fill out the first form. I'm so excited and hope I can qualify for this! I'm so blessed already having VA comp and now SSDI, I can't imagine how awesome it would be to be even more blessed!