Matthew came over last night. We are doing much better. He had to go back to base for now for some retarded military "games" they like to play.My older brother had surgery yesterday on his shattered collar bone. mom told him the good news about my SSDI aproval and he didn't seem to be happy about it. He told mom that we should get off it and live productive lives. WTF?? What is THAT supposed to mean?! Easy for him to make accusations when he's not in our shoes! I don't know what he's thinking when he says stupid remarks like that. He should try living a more "productive life" when in our situation! Sheesh... it's hot today! I need to go in the ocean and cool down! I'll be treating everyone to dinner tonight at a Thai restaurant up on the north Shore. i'm treating Matthew too.