I didn't sleep well lastnight. I was so angry. I tossed and turned thru the night, too angry to sleep. I went to bed at 1am something and was back up at around 7am. My stomach turned most of yesterday and today. I felt a fibromyalgia flare taking over and around 1pm today decided to laydown and get some rest with a wet rag and a bag of ice. I decided to type up an email to Matthew before going to rest, just incase he didn't feel like talking to me on the phone. I encouraged him to focus on preparing for his transition of getting out of the military instead wasting energy trying to come up with what's wrong with me. I also told him that we HAVE TO go to relationship counseling insead of just giving up after all we've done for eachother, and to let the counselor diagnose the problem and and handle it. I got out of bed around 3:30 feeling a bit better. I called him 3:50 to check on him, and supprisingly he was in a much better mood. I take it he has read the email...i'll ask him later about it. I didn't go anywhere or doing anything...had no energy to. Good thing I layed down and rested, otherwise, I would probably be suffering greatly right now. My Silver kitty is so funny, he's been following me all around the house today. If i'm sitting at the computer, he will stay near me and every now and then nudge or rub on me like,"Hi! I'm here for you!" He is so sweet. When I went up to my room he came up too. And when I layed down to rest, he rested too. When I came back down stairs later, he came down too. And as I sit here typing, he has joined me for that too!! If it wasn't for him, I'd feel much worse. He's my little angel!