bad day...

Was at VA today for doc follow up, got renal ultrasound results... not good... I'm getting referred back to urology for cortical scarring and a kidney stone. i'm tired of added problems to my list of "disabilities", I'm only 26. I don't want any more head aches. My doc sent me to get a CT scan today to get a better view and at the end of the scan, the doc came out of the tech room with a concerned look on his face and kept asking me if a was going back to see my doc soon. I told him about the referral to urology and he asked me if I was going to be seen here at the hospital cuz I need to go over these results with them soon. I told him urology will be handling it and he said, "Good!"

So I'm not at eas about any of this because of all the previous radiologies I've had, I've never had a doc act THAT concerned. When I got home I called my bf (who is usually supportive and helps me feel better) for some comfort. But instead ended up in a bad fight and made me feel worse. So, now I feel like shit.