Had an appt down town yesterday....for a nother psych eval. He did the ink blot test on me. I stared at them for as long as I could...I don't know what people are supposed to see in them, but they just looked like blotches of ink to me. Nothing else. After the whole 2 hrs of sorts of testing, he asked me if I thought  I have any psychological problems, I told him no. He agreed and said that he doesn't think so either. But he kept asking me if I had a head injury in the last 2-3 years, I told him no. He asked me many spacific questions about memory that hit right on target, though. It was pretty startling how precise and acurate they were. I wander what it all means or what it points to. I wander what the results of the test are going to be.

After my appointment, I drove up to Kaneohe MCB to visit Matthew. He said he had a Valentines day gift for me. We couldn't go on a date since his classes started lastnight, and he has duty today, so we can't go out till tomorrow. When I got there we only had time to grab a subway and comfort each other another 5 mins till he had to go to class but I liked it. I didn't bring his gift with me, told him I'd give it to him Saturday.

I'm really in love with this guy. After the year and 1/2 of crap that we've been through, I don't want anybody else. We've made changes for both our selves for the better and it's only getting better. We've grown and matured. I hope he feels the same way. We're a damn good match for each other. It would really suck if we ever came to an end. He would never find someone like me again...and I would never find someone like him ever again. We're like puzzle pieces, nothing would ever fit either of us, but us. We compliment each other, and teach each other. And we're nuts about each other. Nothing can beat that. Nothing.