Missing you!

 
Good afternoon Ladies
I found myself getting back in DS group back in February missing all of you as I was reading all the your post I couldn't help but to feel so emotional..... Its like all the stuff that I was feeling and that I had gone through came back to me. We always think we have it all together right... Well I hope you all understand that now that's the reason why I have stayed away, you all have always been so great to me and in return I feel that I haven't done the same but I know you Ladies are very understanding and I am sure that I am not the first one to go through this roller coaster. Well life is great except for when I start to think about the fact that I am still not pregnant. I had to make a doctors appointment to get on BC due to not getting my period since IVF last yr. just the thought of making the appointment made my stomach turn. Like really here we go again then I had to talk to the crazy me and say hey its just a regular check up to make matters worse the doctor said the nurse will be right in to have you take a urine sample ok sure. The nurse comes in and said,well your test is negative I said really!!! I haven't even taken the test yet.... seriously not a good first impression for my first visit with this OB well lets say I got my BC pills and will be looking for a new,new doctor.... I have been sick as hell for the past few weeks with this dumb weather going back and forth and me being from Texas not used to it doesn't help.. Well Ladies I hope the best for you all.
 
P.S for my very special friend that I have not talked to in a few months I hope your pregnancy is doing well and I hope nothing but the best for you. I really do miss you and I hope that you write me back :) you know who you are. I know we are in very different times of our lives right now but I would still love to hear from you. Take care