Sometimes I wonder if I am just imagining these symptoms....because somedays I wake up and I feel great. Maybe I'm just going through some deeprooted stress or just a vitamin deficiency. I get so depressed because their is no answer. Maybe I'm on a useless path that will end up with me where I have always been. No Where. I don't know.

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hang in there girl don\'t stop searching you know your body morethen anyone else if you are feeling the pain its coming from somewhere keep reserching doctors or keep bugging your yil he listens. paulette
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Hey Sheri hang in there. I almost chocked when I read your first line.. I too have felt the same way.. I think you need to see your Dr and talk to them about your depression .. this go with MS.. Heck you know that... chin up.... we are in this together....
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SHERIE, I REALLY DON\'T KNOW YOU BUT FROM WHAT I READ FROM YOU THIS DOSEN\'T SOUND LIKE YOU. STAY POSITIVE.
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I think in your heart you know you are not imagining these symptoms but you are so tired of not knowing...keep your spirits up and I know thats hard but hey I am right here with ya too...
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thankyou guys! This really does help. Your right RoRo, this is not me, I just get so dicouraged sometimes, If I\'m not feeling well, I\'ll ask my family to help and they just look at me like. . .your so lazy! Even my husband. And then I feel guilty and get up and do everything myself! I\'m just having a pity party I think. So thanks for the encouragements!!!!
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I have been in the same boat, wondering if you are just imagining the problems. But keep on keeping on. Some days are better than others, rejoice in the good days and enjoy them. They give you hope to get throught the not so good days.
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Hi Sherie...yep, I totally understand too. One of the first things my doctor said to me at the last visit was to ask me if I was under stress at home because stress can bring on these symptoms...implying that they were psychosomatic. I told him yes, I am under stress...because I am in PAIN and can\'t function like someone my age!!! Finally after getting snippy with him I did get him to do more blood tests that revealed a problem...so just keep looking!
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No your not imagining these things unfortunately with this MonSter the symptoms can go as fast as they come and you do feel like you are going crazy! Don\'t give up keep your chin up and keep praying \'THIS TOO SHALL PASS\" don\'t let the MonSter defeat who you are that is what it wants! Stay strong you will get your answers!!!
P.U.S.H.!!
Hugs,
Michelle
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The whole process is frustrating!! You feel horrible and people say \"But, you look so good!\" It\'s as if they want you to respond, \"That\'s right, I\'m faking it, just to get attention!!! I\'m so sorry!\" If people could feel the symptoms for just one week, maybe they could be a little more compassionate. Unfortunately, people are fickle! You will get your answers. Even with a diagnosis, people still do not understand. That is why this website is so great! Hang in there and know that there are people here that will support you!
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I love you guys!!!!! :-)
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Honestly, I just turned 30 on the ninth of February and the last neurologist suggested that I use a cane I looked at her and I turned to my Mom and said NO I refuse to be walking on a cane when I turn 30. That right there gives me momentum to keep it moving I don\'t care how unsteady I look to me I really feel that I have a reason. I pushed up the physical therapy regime to three days a week and I walk as much as I can. I\'m gonna beat this I promise.
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WE WILL BEAT THIS TOGETHER! OR AT LEAST NOT LET IT GET THE BEST OF US!!! THANKYOU GUYS!