frustrated

i'm really frustrated right now. i was planning on going over this boys house to paint (i kinda have a little crush on him) and he didnt call me. i left early from my BP support group meeting to go to his house because i figured hed call me by then (he said he would contact me after dinner) but i wasnt sure if he would call me or IM me online (we usually talk online) but he did neither. so now im in for the night cant use my moms car again and im frustrated. i brought all my paints and a canvas and i dressed kinda nice (did my hair and such) and now nothing. grrr...