Today is Jan 13th. It's been a good day so far. A very lazy day. I'm so excited about this site that my girlfriend introduced me too. There's are so many communities that you can get involved in, it's crazy but nice at the same time. I'm so in love with my girlfriend Dorinda. She is the best things that's ever happened to me. School has been a bit challenging for me. I'm taking Aquatics this term and I'm a butch lesbian and now i have to watch myself get into a bathing suit that Feminine. When i was trying it on I was trying so hard not to cry because that's just not me anymore. It's like a Christian person getting dressed up like a prostitute and going outside where everyone can see them. It's not a very good feeling. I just got put on some new medication for my bipolar and depression. It's called Lithium and i hope it works this time. I'm so tired of trying to find the right medication to make me feel normal again. It sucks. I've had a lot of bad things happen this past year and the first of the year so I'm really hoping that things get better. Well ill let you go but ill update things later. Thanks for listeningHeather