found this site through a work associate.  so very helpful to know I'm not alone.  it's been 3 months and everyday I still feel like I'm in a total fog.  will it ever get better; will family and friends stop saying it's ok when they have no idea what a total hell this is.  will I just wander through the motions of life forever ? I do know I wouldn't wish pain on anyone. prayers to all. 

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chipstears
chipstears

another month has passed. some days are starting a bit better. the tears are not as bad as others. there may be some sunshine yet.
alliepoo
alliepoo

I hope so chipstears. The nights and weekends continue to be difficult. I stay busy, but at the end of the night, I am alone. This is a tough life we are leading. Hope things continue to be better for you.