my night was horrible. tabitha (my daughter) called crying uncontrollably. my neighbour where my daughter was staying got mad at her and told her it was her fault I'm in the hosptial and that she only thinks of herself. I just want to go home now. I can't stand seeing tabitha so distressed and i can't relax. I see the doctor tomorrow for the new meds and a form to go home for the weekend, but I think early next week I want out.....i am hoping the process isn't too complicated considering I admitted myself. Guess I'll know more tomorrow. so for now my mom is going to stay overnight.
the attendance counselor called and went on and on and on about what to do. I told her what we would do and she still went on and on.  My daughter is coming to visit tonight so I hope that helps her a bit.
I wanted to be here for help but so far it isn't  helping and I'm just so upset and worried about my daughter. I feel like I've made a huge mistake coming into  hospital. 

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Vernonbro
Vernonbro

Thank-you for posting about how your doing when your able to. You have problems, but lack of friends is NOT one of them. Lots of Stuffie Hugs!
mystie
mystie

Thank you Vernon!!!
netsue
netsue

sounds really difficult ...big hugs x
violetmist
violetmist

Sorry to hear this. big hugs ooo
deleted_user
deleted_user

So sorry to hear that things aren\'t going well sweetie! My thoughts and prayers are with you and I hope that the new meds help and that you are feeling better soon! Big hugs xo
mystie
mystie

Thank you to all of you. sadly the pdoc said he\'d start me on the new med today but is now making me wait until Monday. The good thing is I\'m going home for the weekend. Looking forward to spending time with my kids and my doggie. I miss them all so much!! They came for a visit last night but it\'s not the same as being home and I cried after they left. I just felt so sad for where I am right now.
deleted_user
deleted_user

I\'m sorry its been so hard on you and your family lately.....I\'m familiar with that debate of getting help and being a single parent.it led me to tough it out at home, but was not really a good choice and going in was the right choice so i\'m super glad you were able to get help and shame on that woman who was upsetting your daughter.id give her a piece of my mind someday! ..hugs and prayers for continuing health ...:)
mystie
mystie

Thank you wintersilence!
deleted_user
deleted_user

I am so sorry you are having to go through all of that when you are trying to heal.....I can only imagine how much it hurts hearing your daughter cry. As for you thinking this is a mistake honey, it isn\'t. You are doing what is best for you and your family. They will see this when they are ready. I know it is difficult but you will make it through. And you know that we are all here for you whenever you need us. Thank you so much for letting us know how you are doing. If you need anything please don\'t hesitate to message. :)
deleted_user
deleted_user

THE NEIGHBOR SHOUD MIND HER OWN BUSINESS/ FORGET ABOUT WHAT SHE SAID AND MOVE FORWARD, SO YOU CAN RELAX AND DO WHAT YOU CAME TO THE HOSPITAL TO DO. YOU CAN DEAL WITH IT ONCE YOU ARE OUT OF THE HOPITAL. I\'M SORRY SHE PUT YOUR DAUGHTER THROUGH ALL THIS IT\'S NOT HER BUINESS. EVERYTHING WILL WORK OUT. JUST TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND YOU WILL BE HOME AGAIN TO TAKE CARE OF THE ISSUE\'.
mystie
mystie

you are so right reneelee!
angel1313
angel1313

Sweetie u haven\'t done nothing wrong I\'m so very proud of you for doing this for u & your kids there is lite at the end of that dark tunnel u mite not see it now but waiting on the other side is a huge bright rainbow for you - keep your head held high... ***Luv u***