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Sorry to all my friends for me not being here a lot the last couple of weeks. After the night that I really wanted to overdose again; I just needed time to re-group and be with my own thoughts. I have a lot going on still and many worries. There is still a possibility that Sophie may need surgery that is a minimum of $1500. We go to the vet yet again on Wednesday. I am drained of money and can't buy any groceries until the 20th of May now; can't go to the food bank until the 15th.
I'm tired of everything.....tired of being poor, sick, depressed, anxious, worried all the time, feel sick all the time, tired all the time.....the list could go on and on.
I am trying to get caught up with friends and hugs/journals.
I will write more later when I feel up to it.
Thank you to all my great friends, it really helps to know I'm not alone in this!!!!
I'm tired of everything.....tired of being poor, sick, depressed, anxious, worried all the time, feel sick all the time, tired all the time.....the list could go on and on.
I am trying to get caught up with friends and hugs/journals.
I will write more later when I feel up to it.
Thank you to all my great friends, it really helps to know I'm not alone in this!!!!
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I think your friends understand..at least I do; take care of yourself and know that we are here for you..!
My thoughts are with you. I am so sorry you are going through all this, I hope your family continues to support you, with your puppy and all your needs right now. Just remember this too shall pass. Everything will work out, give it time. I was in the same boat you are in some time ago, at the time it seemed pretty bad but it did work out. I just had a lot that I owed my mom. take care. jan
sorry i didnt relize i was so far behind it has been so slow to get to my frends .........it made it very dificult to get to all my frends ..........very sorry to see you are feeling so badly ..............................hate to see that sad face up there ...................i hope you can get some relife from all the pain that is around you .......sometimes i find ineed a rest from ds because i findit starts to make me even more depresed so i take a cupple days break and it seams to help me ..........but than i go back ...............no to worrie no one realy answers if i right in my jurnal so i dont do it very often and i am doing a lot better than when i started ...........................take care of your self ..............god bless