I am so fucking lonely, depressed and anxious. I attempted to overdose twice and spent a week in the hospital just before Christmas. I haven’t been with anyone since my X left 4 years ago. I don’t feel good enough to date and I’ve gained around 100 pounds on Seroquel. Men don’t want big fat women like me. I used to be thin and miss that. I’ve been told it will be near impossible to lose any weight while on Seroquel and I can’t go off of it, because my anxiety becomes paralyzing. I have no friends to talk to. I have no one to talk to. My family is just cruel, says mean things about me to my kids, treat me like shit, like I am worthless because I am on disability for my anxiety and depression. I don’t know how much longer I can take this life and loneliness. I’m scared I may try to overdose again. I just want the pain to end
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Don\'t give up it can get better!
Thank you!
I\'m so sorry you are feeling this way. :( I haven\'t been with anyone ever because for some reason women aren\'t interested in someone like me. Now all I see is nothing but commercials about Valentine\'s day and it depresses me. My family isn\'t cruel but they are useless when it come to talking to them about my problems. I\'m telling you all of this because I don\'t want you to think you are all alone in how you are feeling. I hope you feel better soon. Hugs!!!!
Thank you Scott so much. I\'m glad you were able to tell me how you are feeling. I can\'t imagine a woman wouldn\'t want to be with you you are so kind and caring, loving...which is what is important.
You can chat with me on Valentine\'s day. I\'ve always hated it even when I was married....it is just a commercialized day to me.