well I have not writen in awhile and thought that I would update on my life. Lets see where to begin. I cant believe that it is November already. Time is going by so fast. In may I found out that my friend Audra died. She and I went to middle and high school together. Plus we were at Doernbecher childrens hospital our whole lives. I got released from there when I was 21 due to not have as serious illness anymore that I would be required to stay there. Audra had CF (cystic fibrosis). She was 25. I miss her so much. She is and was a awesome friend. I have been looking for employment and went to a workshop at the Commission for the Blind in Oregon. It was a good workshop and I met so many awesome people from so many different backgrounds. I made friends with some of them. The workshop did good. I got more resources about where to find jobs. Some of it was stupid though. The people running it would sometime talk like we were stupid and other times they would talk to us like a normal person. Whatever. they are dumb plus no one likes the women who ran it anyway. I got engaged to my girlfriend of over 2 yrs. It is awesome. I love her so much. She makes me so happy. My fiance' and I have gone to a lot of weddings. We went to one in July, 2 in Aug. we will go to one in Feb 09, April 09 and one in aug of 09. It is crazy. The one in April I am in that wedding and get to go to texas. I have never been there but I am pretty excited for that. I wont be getting married till 2010 in July.My aunt just had to put Kevia her dog to sleep in Oct. I miss her so much. I use to dog for her. kevia was a liver spoted dalmation. My adopted grandpa is dieing of cancer/phnumonia and a blood clot. It really sucks. I have not seen hime for awhile and he is awesome and I do love him. I am doing ok. I am chilling at home right now. I was in the hospital last wed and Thr because of a asthma attack. It was really bad. So now I am trying to get better. I had  another bad asthma attack today and ended at the ER. Oh so fun. wink. So now I am doing a lot of drawing and crafts. For my mom's birthday I am making her quilt. I am so excited for this. Also I am learning to croce'. I know I spelled it wrong. anyway I should go. Thats it for now. Lata.