Today has been going good. I am at the college using there computer. Im tired but today is a an ok day. My asthma is acting up and I hope to get that underconrol. I have been thinking a lot of nature and wanting to go for a drive but suck since my girl friends car is broke. We should have it this week sometime though. (smile) I have been also thinking a lot of friends and family whom have died. I miss them much and just wish I could talk to them and they could talk back. I do still talk to them but it is the talking back I dont hear much of. I know things will be ok. I just worry and have a lot of problems with transition and change. It is a part of life and I know that most change is good. So I am working on that.  :) Work in progress. I do worry a lot about when I move that one of my friends wont talk to me anymore. Even though he has reassured me that he will. I believe him. (smile) He is a awesome person and has touched my heart. Anyway I need to stop rambling. I will write more lata. Toodles Noodles.