Today is goin. The depression is trying to taking over. Im just trying to stay sane. This past weekend I went to Portland and saw my mom and some homies. This past weekend I went and got some new pants and shirts. It was fun but also make me really upset. I wanted to cry. A few friends and mom said I need to lose some weight. So that is killing me and the ED thinks it is good to lose weight and wants to take over. So Im trying to stay stronge but it takes so much energy. It sucks ass. Whatever. I dont know anything right now. I got rid of my service dog and that suck. It is better for him but still hurts and is hard. I hope he likes his new mom.
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Hey babygirl, I\'m really sorry about the comment i made when you were trying your pants on. I feel really bad and i should not have made the comment. I know you dont like your body, but i really think it\'s beautiful even if you dont. I\'m hating my body right now but it must be hard fighting it all the time. Your beautiful baby. I love you just the way you are. I know it\'s hard about Tobee but like you said it was for the best. It was so much fun this last weekend. I hope we can go again sometime. Smile. BIG hugs. love you boo.
Heather