Today was very odd day. Walking from the vet with my service dog I was almost hit 5 times by differnt cars. Then I was in the car with my co-worker and we almost got into 6 differnt accidents. Today is very werid. It made me feel very uncomfortable due to my friend passing away in a car accident this past Dec 21, 2007. I miss her so much. I dont like to think about it too much cuz it hurts like hell and more people keep dying. I dont like it. Not at all. I love my gf and I wish I can make her feel better cuz she is having hard time right now. I want her to know everything is ok and will be ok cuz in my heart I know it will. Work sucked. One of my indivduals kept bitting himself and he wouldnt stop. There is nothing I can do to stop him. My co-workers are talking shit about other staff (includding myself) cuz they think we are not doing our jobs or they are questioning what we are doing. If they knew what I did during my shift they would be like "dang girl u do a lot. WOW." I work my butt off and get no appreachation. Screw them. MY ED wants to come back full force and I need to fight it but it is hard cuz I was sick yesterday and today. Not sure if it was food poisioing or some stomic bug. I am just trying to get better and not get sucl. Anyway sorry I'm just rambling. I need to shut up. Nite.