Sweetheart....
Well today is the day I was dreading, the one year anniversary of when you left.
Where did the time go and yet it seems as though it was only yesterday that I watched as you took your last breath.
My life hasn't gotten any better, just so many emotions to deal with on a daily basis.
I miss you more than I thought was possible. In all the 49 years we were married, we were only apart three days at the most. At times it still seems surreal, but it's not long before the reality that you are never coming back, smacks me in the gut.
But I am healing, slowly getting to a better place, so please don't worry about me honey.
Rest well my love...
I will miss and love you forever..
Jan
Well today is the day I was dreading, the one year anniversary of when you left.
Where did the time go and yet it seems as though it was only yesterday that I watched as you took your last breath.
My life hasn't gotten any better, just so many emotions to deal with on a daily basis.
I miss you more than I thought was possible. In all the 49 years we were married, we were only apart three days at the most. At times it still seems surreal, but it's not long before the reality that you are never coming back, smacks me in the gut.
But I am healing, slowly getting to a better place, so please don't worry about me honey.
Rest well my love...
I will miss and love you forever..
Jan
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My journal entry should be for Saturday 9/13/14
Not for Sunday??
Janice
I just passed a year and like you said it seems like yesterday. I marvel at the strides I\'ve mad and I\'m saddened by the fact I had to do it.
Hugs to you, Sandi
That first year is the hardest. It is hard to think of them being gone but they live on in our hearts forever even when life goes on. And it should go on since they would want us to I\'m sure. Hugs!!
Thanks Linda..
I am getting there..little by little.
Bad days and good days!
Janice