My Sweet Frank
Today marks 5 months since you have been gone. Does it feel like only yesterday that I watched you close your eyes forever, or does it seem like an eternity ago? I guess it doesn't matter since time has no meaning to me anymore. Every single day is just a repeat of the day before, long and lonely. I often wonder why me, why you, why us, did we do something wrong to deserve this cruel, horrible fate? How can I live the rest of my life without you? I would do anything just to have you hold me in your arms again and tell me everything will be alright. I sleep with your picture next to me in bed and I find some comfort in that. Today I held that photo of you next to my chest and hoped that my heartbeat could bring you back to me. I know, crazy isn't it, but some of my thoughts aren't always rational theses days.
See you in my dreams Sweetheart...
Love you for all eternity...
Jan
Today marks 5 months since you have been gone. Does it feel like only yesterday that I watched you close your eyes forever, or does it seem like an eternity ago? I guess it doesn't matter since time has no meaning to me anymore. Every single day is just a repeat of the day before, long and lonely. I often wonder why me, why you, why us, did we do something wrong to deserve this cruel, horrible fate? How can I live the rest of my life without you? I would do anything just to have you hold me in your arms again and tell me everything will be alright. I sleep with your picture next to me in bed and I find some comfort in that. Today I held that photo of you next to my chest and hoped that my heartbeat could bring you back to me. I know, crazy isn't it, but some of my thoughts aren't always rational theses days.
See you in my dreams Sweetheart...
Love you for all eternity...
Jan
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I know how you feel. I felt that way too when I lost my hubby. I still miss him and wonder why. But that is not for us to know now. Know that he is in heaven and someday you will see him again. But for now take one day at a time. You did nothing wrong. God loves us all and He is there to help you. Talk to him and he will ease that pain. Talk to Frank too if that helps. I did and still do. He may not be here physically but he is in your heart, you carry him wherever you go. If you need a shoulder I am here for you. God Bless!!
Thank you Vinlin....I do talk to Frank everyday, but I still question God as to why this has happened. And I do hope I will see my Frankie again.
Janice
I feel the same way...why us? And I\'d do anything for one of his hugs again. I feel your sadness and your pain. I still talk to Mike but somedays I wonder if he actually hears me.
Big hugs
Nancy