I haven't written for awhile. I have been so busy. I have become pretty good friends with Marty's organ recipients. They are really nice people. I can't believe it is going to be a year this month since Marty passed away. I started out saying he passed away measured in days then in months now I guess it starts years. Sometimes I still can't believe it happened and I am waiting to wake up from this crazy dream. I have two grandchildren on the way and feel sad Marty will never see them and they will never know what a good granddad they had. I thought 44 was to young to be a widow and it is way to young to be a grandmom. I am excited to have life in my life again. I am finding out how fast people forget about how my life was and how it is now. I guess time heals alot quicker when you are not the one dealing with the situation. Gotta run, boating tomorrow for the fourth of July...
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I am just laying here thinking about all of you. I hope everyone is doing well today. I feel so misplaced sometimes. I\'m not sure if its me or everyone else. I think sometimes people perceive my smiles and laughing as \"getting over\" my husbands death. People have kind of stopped talking about Marty and seem uncomfortable if I bring him up.I think about this time last year I had such a great life and here I am almost a year later kind of just going thru the motions of life. I do have to say I have become quite the actress. Maybe I shpuld head to Hollywood.lol Gotta run and make something good out of the day