Wow I cant believe its been almost a month since I have written anything. Life is going pretty well. Kids are doing well and so am I. I work way to much and dont really do anything for myself. I need to work on that a bit. It is going on 9 months since Marty died I can't believe time is going by so quickly. I chug forward and keep my spirits as high as I can. I miss my life at times and wish I could go back in time but,I know I can't do that so I need to make my own happiness noone can do it for me.