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Still having day after day of blinding pain,punctuated by periods of immobility never experienced before.Increase in cymbalta looming tonight.I say that because getting used to the 30's was hard enough.Dry mouth,confusion,mood swings and tremors seem to be the most predominant side effects so far.Once I start the 60's we'll see how it goes.Had an episode today like never before.I became almost frozen with pain behind the wheel of our car.This has become my biggest worry,losing control of the car with passengers.Alone I'm not too concerned,who's gonna miss a soon to be cripple?I could never forgive myself if something happened to one of my family because of this unpredictable loss of function.Have consulted with everyone involved now,but they still have to get together.I can do nothing to facilitate this meeting of the minds.Frustration level continues to increase as does the pain.Now there is the question of just what I am capable of,as the social worker still wants me to find work.He said something about an assessment,but as of yet have heard no more.I would like nothing more than to have something to do full time,awesome distraction for the pain,and get some steady income happening again.