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I can't keep track of time anymore.1 day just runs in2 the next with no rest from the pain.That is the only constant at this point.Another fruitless visit 2 the er in calgary.He started out being both curious and driven 2 find something where all the others have failed.Then it got horribly busy and the 82 year old with gastritis and the horde of others coming in.Is there not 1 doc out there that truly wants 2 help me?I keep running into the same attitude everywhere I go and am continually frustrated.Time has become irrelevant.Meds do make some difference but becoming less effective daily,but pain continues 2 increase.Walking is cut down 2 100 meters or so and stairs are becoming increasingly challenging.My gp has so many patients I think that he is overwhelmed by the sheer #,and has 2 do his regular rotation at the hospital as well.Can't lay down any more than 2 hours,have 2 get up and move around 4 a bit just 2 distract from the pain.Have also found an almost meditative state where I can almost shut it all out,but that requires absolute stillness on my part and can be achieved in any position,but only lasts 15-30 minutes at a time.This renders me incapable of undertaking any other task as is my normal routine.If there is any1 out there that can tell me of such a doc within my reach you can contact me here or at paul7ped@yahoo.ca or paul.pedersen0@gmail.com .I am appealing 2 any1 as I am now grasping at straws.I don't know how much more I can take,physically or mentally.