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Yeah,this is fabulous.We have added 2 new meds since last entry(cymbalta60's and arthrotec75's)about all they do is give me a couple more hours of the shakes.I am getting some sleep,about 3 hours per night,but it's not restful sleep.I feel more and more exhausted every day.Depression is worsening I think because I care less and less about everything.Can't keep my thoughts in order.Everything is jumbled up like a big ball of yarn.My attempts 2 sort it out have been fruitless.I blame the drugs.I feel more and more like I'm alone in this fight.I guess if you cant feel the pain,it doesn't exist.Cannot walk 100 metres anymore without resting.Driving is more difficult every day.Pain level is at a steady 7 to 9 consistently.Meds take maybe 25% of that away 4 about 2.5 hours,with 1 hour 2 take effect.Chest pain has increased 20%,I am having trouble swallowing now,2.Neck movement becoming more difficult and painful.There is alot of noise coming from back there,2 like popping and snapping.I asked the gp 1 day if I was going 2 break off at the waist,in jest,and his reaction was very unnerving.He sort of giggled and then got real serious and said,"Be careful!"Now I'm not sure how 2 take that,but it's not in a good way.I know how people feel,they don't want 2 hear your woes,they have enough of their own 2 worry about.