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Still experiencing the most pain ever as the time goes by,which seems to be slowing day by day.Is that a psychological trick my brain is playing on me?My vision can be changed if I sit just the right way.Black spots begin to appear before my eyes and slowly take my vision away completely.I change my position and it begins to fade.Is this how much my central nervous system is being affected?I wish I knew more about this degeneration,such as what can I expect in the near future,as my mobility decreases and pain increases.Still waiting to hear from the doctors,no idea when that will happen.I get the feeling I'm going to be coming to them shortly.