Had an o.k. weekend. Things were going rather well until we heard a song on CMT that made my mind start to wander and the rest of the day was ruined. I avoided my h as mucha s possible. Did what I could to put on a happy front while my daughter was there. I am sure these moments will pass in time. It is still very fresh in my mind.The best thing about the weekend was being able to talk to a DS member for the first time on the phone. The member and I are building some much needed trust for each of us. I hope to continue building this relationship.I am sure that building this new relationship will help each of us to heal and move forward. 

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good for you . have a nicer day today and a better tomorrow
peace
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You are a very loving and forgiving person but that doesn\'t mean you don\'t have feelings and the need for healing for yourself. It is a work in progress and the fact that you both want it to work is the first big step. I hope he gets to the point that he does ask you for your forgiveness and you get to the point that you can forgive.