Haven't written in several days. Still having good and bad days. Not as many bad. My thoughts are eratic. I have hopes and dreams that tend to be shattered when I think of the infidelity and trust being broken. Last night he was wonderful. He met me at the door with a glass of wine, had music on, and had made a wonderful dinner. He had set the table! Wow! No dinner in front of the tv! We talked about all sorts of things for 2 hrs.I told him I was still unable to trust and forgive. Although, he has not asked for forgiveness. Is this odd for a person so willing to make thinks work?He can be sooo sweet. Realy have to work on the trust and find a way to do it.
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Hang in there and believe whats in your heart. (((HUGS)))
Yes, I agree with Tiff - be patient and take your time. Definately go with your instincts. Can\'t expect things to change overnight. All the best, Pete
He is trying, it will take you alot of time, you will go through many different phases adn experience so many emotions during all of this. It is so hard, but keep going as long as he understnads and you understnad that it truly is a process. I wish I had understood more in the beginning, than I wouldn\'t be where I am right now. You will get there, baby steps.