420 days ago.......

just another day on the pain train.1 day just seems 2  roll into the next.taking the oxycocet perpetually now.dont have the same effectiveness as 3 months previous.takes 1 hour 2 kick in,lasts 4 two,then 3 hours of torture 2 the next dosage.i feel like im on 1 of those 2 way escalators,only when i reach the top,it just hops back 2 the beginning.getting less mobile daily now.pain upon movement increasing as well.sleep is all drug induced now and has 0 benefits.physiatrist appointment 2morrow.increase in cesamet coming.will now be 8 mg\day.its effectiveness is noticeable in that it makes me hungry so i am able 2 nourish myself so far.getting harder 2 do that anymore 2.can walk 4 about 10 minutes before having 2 sit.driving starting 2 scare me as involuntary muscle movements are increasing.2 neurosurgeons,2 physiatrists and my gp are planning what 2 do next.