WOW! i am still in shock, amazed, grateful... peaceful, relaxed, ahhh relaxed, thast a nice feeling.  thats a keeper, LOL  wow, i have no idea what i am going to do from here about dear old dad (butt head) i dont realy even want to ever see him again. i want him to pay, but i dont want his money. i dont know.... I told God i am ready! Ready to have a relationship! Wouldnt that be fun. And even thought i mighjt get scared, i dont have to run anymore. Sex is supposed to be a beautiful thing two people share, not something you rip from someones soul. I want to have that loving intimate experience. So i am taking numbers, LOL. Sorry ladies, but i dont think it will work with ya, but if you have a cute brother, hit me up!!!