I DONT WANT YOU TO HAVE CONTROL OVER ME ANYMORE, I DONT WANT TO BE DEPRESSED ANYMORE, I WANT TO BE HAPPY, I WANT TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF, I WANT TO DEAL WITH MY FEELINGS, AND BE OK WITH THEM, AND NOT RUN FROM THEM OR MEDICATE THEM. I DONT WANT TO SEXUAL ACT OUT, I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO DRUGS, I WANT TO HAVE A HEALTHY SEX LIFE I WANT TO EAT HEALTHY I WANT TO TAKE CARE OF MY BODY, I WANT TO DO THINGS THAT NURTURE MY SOUL, I DESERVE TO LOVE MYSELF, AND BE GOOD TO MYSELF, IN A VERY GENTLE LOVING WAY. I DESERVE LOVE, I AMLOVABLE! ;-)