all they care about at my job is paperwork. they dont give a rats ass about the clients.  it has changed so much over the past year. it makes my job harder to do cause i have to try to appease my boss, and yet still take care of my clients. its hard for me not to become rebellious. i have such a habit of rebelling against authority. especially when i feel they dont really care.  and they dont.  god it burns me up. makes me real mad.  then my neck pain increases.  why do i do that to myself?  hurt myself because of their lack of caring. doesnt make sense.  its not worth it, i need to let it go.  i will try to let my anger go...