Monday morning....weekend was not too bad...the BF was very irritable on his bday, we talked about it, and he admitted he was mad because he had to spend all his money to save his car and couldn't gamble...he did show a lot of enjoyment of his steak dinner, though, so all effort was not wasted.....
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I have been reading some books on money management and getting out of debt...part of what was suggested was listing in order of increasing amount the balances of all debts....talk about being IN DENIAL....the total amount was about twice the vague amount that had been at the back of my mind somewhere....I am not going to allow myself to slip back into NOT DEALING....I now have a two-yr plan to totally get out of debt. I just have to decide how far I am willing to go to accomplish it! I may decide to move to a smaller place....hmmm like my old minivan....just kidding....I might decide to sell some stuff...I've already decided to continue my increased hous at work until I am out of debt! Of course, getting out of debt was impossible to even consider while I was gambling! (That's how I got so much debt to begin with!) The question is....how much do I want this?????? Am I really WILLING to do what it takes???