venting...

I know I've said it before...  But I have to complain somehow, since I'm not allowed to out loud...Home by 9, off phone and computer shortly after, in bed by 10-10:30...  OMFG!!!!  I'm just so damn sick of it all!!!!!!!!   Why do I have curfews???  Why does she insist that I have to be up at 6am now, when my son doesn't wake up until 8??  She wants me to be exactly like her, because she thinks she knows best.  I want to swear right now, but I won't.  I want to hit her, but I won't.  I want to get the hell out of here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Suddenly my stbx doesn't seem like such a bad guy after all...  Well, OK he is, but at least I had freedom.  At least I could go to bed when I want, wake up when I want, eat what I want...  Wow this effin' SUCKS!!!!!  I'll take punches to the head over this- I swear!!!!