No...

I've been gone 9 weeks.  Maybe 10?  I don't remember, I'll have to look at a calender.  My mother is driving me crazy!!!  I have no freedom, I had more freedom with my husband.  I've traded one bad situation for another.  Jonathan is turning into a complete brat because my mom yells at me whenever I yell at him.  He has tantrums so much, and she claims it's 'normal', but I've never had him throw tantrums like that before.  He only does it when she's home.  He used to be so good, and would do what I told him to do- like if I told him to pick up his toys, he would.  Now, if she's home, he will throw a fit and she'll run to him and yell at me for telling him to do something.  All the while, she's blaming his behavior on autism.  BULL!!!  It has nothing to do with being autistic.  He has never acted like this before, then we get here and she spoils him and yells at me.  I went out last to dinner last night with Jonathan and the stbx.  She yelled at me this morning because I wasn't home by 9.  SO THE HELL WHAT???  I'm treated like a child, with no authority over my son and no control over my own life.  I'm not allowed to get a job because she doesn't want to have to babysit my son, but at the same time I'm not allowed to do anything to take care of him?  It makes no sense to me.  I want out of here, but I can't go back to my husband, and I can't get a job to be able to get my own place.I wish I could go to a shelter...