Around and around we go....It will never stop, not until I have moved out. I have been nice to him because, well, it's the holidays and I feel bad that he has no family around. Once again, he's gone from Mr. Wonderful to a monster in less time than it takes for Jonathan to find the only piece of chocolate in the house- which is about .5 seconds. Figures. Jonathan's been on my last nerve all day today- I don't get a break at all. I deal with ALL of the behavior problems, ALL of the screaming, ALL of the tantrums, ALL of the messes... He goes to work, and when he comes home, he gets into his recliner and does nothing but play this game on the computer and look at porn. I get no help at all. I'll be moving out in a few weeks. I have to try very hard not to feel bad for him. He will have no car and no family anywhere around for 500 miles. But, he brought this upon himself. He always screams at me to leave, so I am. But, I'm taking MY car, our child, and everything else that was given to me by my family. He gets what he himself paid for. Nothing more. He's controlled me for so long, now I'm taking back control of MY life. Too bad, so sad for him. HE did this. NOT ME!!!
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You go girl!!!
You are doing the right thing. Sure, you might feel bad for him, but he never feels bad for you, does he? You are sensitive and kind and living with a boor. You can\'t help the way you feel, just what you do.
I\'ll be Jonathan improves when he is moved away from the tension. Kids can feel it and he\'s probably very sensitive. Besides, he\'ll be away from the bad example.
I hope you get to have some Holiday joy. I really do. But whatever happens, you will have a better future. It won\'t be easy, but I\'ll be hear cheering you on.
your happiness as well Jonathan\'s is what is important, and you both will feel better once this is behind you. If you need someone to talk to, please know I am always here for you!! ~shelly&jt~