I can't sleep.  I am just so worried for my parents.  I am worried for my son.  I am worried about alot of things.  So, I figured maybe if I came down stairs and wrote in my journal all of the things I am thankful for, and all of the good things going on right now, then maybe I can sleep better.  So, here's my list of happy thoughts:1. I have a wonderful son, whom I adore and love more than anything in this world.2. I have friends who care about me and help me.3. I have a mom and dad who would I swear are saints.4. I have a goofy little kitty cat who is always up to something, and it's just so hilarious!5. I have a brother that I share a special bond with.6. Not one single day goes by that my son doesn't make me laugh so hard that it hurts.7. I have grandparents who love me.8. My mom is my best friend.9. I am a complete 'Daddy's Girl', and he didn't have to be my daddy- he took the job of his own free will when my father didn't want me.10. I have flowers growing in my garden, and LOTS of vegetables too!  Yum!11. I have lost 16 pounds, and I am losing more!  12. I have the love and kindness of my friends and family to guide me towards a brighter future for me and my son.13. I have a roof over my head, a bed to sleep in, and food in my kitchen.14. My son has everything he needs and wants.  15. I am still alive after almost dying shortly after the birth of my only son.16. I have been so happy that I cried.17. I have loved so much that it hurt.18. I have known true happiness.19. I never once tried drugs, and I am proud of that!20. I have people who love me!