Well, there goes my good mood. Someone was rude on the highway and wouldn't let me merge when my lane was ending and they were flippin' me off and laying on the horn. No big deal. I'm not going to react to their rudeness. So, I pick up my husband from work, and we're talking and everything's fine. We get back on the highway to go home and some jerk is going like 100mph. He gets all mad cuz we're doing the speed limit. We just let him go around. Then he starts talking about how people are driving all crazy today. So, I told him about the lady who would have rather ran me off the road than let me get over. He imediately starts going off on me saying that I did something to her to make her do that. I did something wrong. I was road raging. WTF!?! I didn't do anything wrong. I was going 60! That's the speed limit. She sped up and rode right next to me and I couldn't get over! God forbid that someone be in front of her! And it's MY fault according to my husband. Everything is my fault. His computer's slow, he yells and says it's my fault. He can't find his car keys, and it's my fault. Anything and everything that happens is MY fault. What's worse is that even after he realizes that I did nothing wrong, he won't apologize for yelling at me. I can't do anything right. He has even blamed me for our son's possible autism (getting tested in about 3 weeks)! He has said it's my fault that Jonathan has problems. He says it's my fault because I didn't find out that I was pregnant until I was almost 20 weeks along. I had no symptoms, and I have gone more then 6 months without a period before and I wasn't pregnant. I did take a pregnancy test and it was negative. I got pregnant later that month. So, I figured it was nothing. The oway I found out was because I went from a size 4 to a size 8 in about 2 months, and my belly was the only thing getting bigger. I swear, I cannot take being blamed for everything. Nothing is ever his fault, or anyone else's fault. Just mine. I am the biggest screw-up in his eyes. I stand beside him, even when I know he's wrong. I support him. When something happens to me, I must have caused it. Even if it has nothing at all to do with me! I am so close to leaving, but he doesn't care. The problems in our marriage are caused by me, and he doesn't have to work on anything because he's done NOTHING wrong at all.