OH NO!!! he's playing the whole "But I do love you and I want us to be together" game... I know I can't fall for it... Gotta stay strong. But it's very hard. He promised once again to stop with the porn, which is what starts the physical abuse... I get mad about it and tell him it hurts me, then he starts getting so angry, leading to punching and kicking me...
I have to ignore it. I have to go back in the bedroom and continue to pack my things, almost done really. OK, here I go... I can do this.