uuuggghhhh! I am studying for a big test tomorrow and I need a break! I am going to school for nuclear medicine..fun but a lot of work. My eyes are doing great again today so next step is to find the old me a get rid of the steroid weight! I start the "extreme fat smash diet" tomorrow  and I am looking forward to the challange. Once the weight is off I plan to really focus on my smoking addiction. funny how that keeps getting moved furthur away! My birthday was yesterday..It was not so bad except for my wonderful hubby who barely said happy bday to me. Its just another day he says! Really- he can be a real handfull sometimes. Maybe when I am thin again he will love me again...yikes! thats enough of that depressing stuff! I am a strong, bright, caring and funny woman. My life will continue as long as I have good friends and I care about myself.