I can't believe it has been a month since I have last wrote. Something inside me has kept me from everythng. There is just this lurking black cloud. And I don't want to share it, spread it. I am just trying to keep it contained. It really hurts. It's nightmares and flashbacks and just really ugly images I don't want anyone to see. And what makes this all worse is the actual physical pain. Of course that is bad while all is else is failing me. And the pain medication is making me tired which makes it so much easier to not be. I am sorry for my absence and I hope all my friends are ok. Right now I feel like if I open up a little, I will just explode.
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I understand how you feel. If you need to vent or anything, mssg me. I\'m always here for you! I think Ken fell off the face of this earth otherwise I\'d suggest you mssg him too...lol. I\'ve missed you, I am glad you\'re getting by even though it has been rough for you. Big Hugz!
Hi, we are here because we care,and we all take turns venting,not only the good times,but the bad.That\'s what friends should do.Sometimes we just have to be strong for each other,and it takes our mind off our problems for awhile.I mostly vent to my husband and sometimes have to give him a break,lol Take care,respect and love ya lot\'s,connie