Still awake. Can't sleep. I feel like the green illuminated lights of my alarm clock are taunting me. My mind is going back and forth between two things, the nightmares I had last night and wondering if I got the right Christmas presents for my family. Trying to keep costs down, husband is not really into buying gifts, but I am. And not just gifts for the sake of giving a gift, but real gifts that I really thought about, something that makes me think of the person. Or something they need and can use. It's been hard this year. Because I have been sick, my shopping time was really limited. I wrapped all the presents today and was inspired by what a good job I did getting it all done so early. Everyone is done and wrapped. But now I am judging certain gifts, like they are just not right. I actually just decided to exchange one for another color. Weird. That's weird right? Yeah, I am soooooo weird. I just want people to be happy. I put extra thought into my mom because she is so difficult to please.Well, I should return to my nightmares and worrying. I know you can identify Dani.