I think I am ok right now. Kind of pushing away all the emotional stuff I have been thinking about. Don't really want to think about it right now. I have to go see the specialist doctor in Reading, PA today and sometimes this is very overwhelming depending on if he has good news about my pain or not. So, I am just really concentrating on that right now. I had therapy yesterday. It was very emotional. I will try and write about that later or tomorrow. Depends on what happens today.