Just got back from my doctor's office. My incision has gotten so bad. He started me on an antibiotic Friday. Antibiotics tend to make me sick. I have been so tired since I started it. At least my fever is lower. But the incision is sooooooo disgusting. My cat stepped on it and it started leaking. Oh I am sorry it is so gross. Now this afternoon I go to change the bandage and swear to whatever. . . there is a hole in my tummy and I don't mean my belly button either! I won't even describe it to you. I called the office and tried to tell them about it and the doctor finally said that he has to see it. I have to go back tomorrow so he can clean it again. The whole time he was examing it and cleaning it I was looking the other way and making comments about how gross it was. The nurse was laughing at me. Course she was also agreeing with the queasy way I was feeling.  Yuck.Weird. That weird right? Yeah that's weird. But that's me, weird.