The pain started getting really bad late last night. It is really bad today and I am just not sure what to do about it. I don't want to end up in the hospital again, so I am really trying to just buck up and ignore it, take the medicine and not throw up. (sometimes when the pain is real bad, I feel nauseous.) I hate this. And tomorrow is the weekend, so I know that if it gets worse, I am going to torture myself before I will give in to calling a doctor. But I don't feel secure in knowing what I want to do, so I feel like I shouldn't call today. I mean if I call my doctor today, he is going to say I don't know what will make you feel better. What do you want to do? Do you want a nerve block or do you want to go to the ER? Which makes me feel really awkward, because I hate saying I want to go to the ER. Makes me feel like all I want is narcotics. And then, many times, I end up being admitted.
I don't know what to do. 
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Do what you HAVE to do and don\'t focus on the rest.
Do whatever it takes to ease the pain. You don\'t deserve to suffer. That way you can enjoy your weekend...
sweety if ure in that much pain ya should go to the er hun. we want u to be well and stay safe but u cant sit around in so much either. u arent alone and are in our thoughts and prayers. i hope u feel better soon and get the treatment ya need hun. im always here for ya hun! ---karen