I am so tired. This medicine makes me so sleepy, but I feel like I have been sleeping all day. Once again I am in pain and I had decided that I was going to call my doctor like he told me to so we could go the hospital route. I need a ride, so I called my husband at work and asked him how tied up he was right now, and he said very so asked if he would call me later. That was at 1PM and it is now almost 4:30PM.
I have been lying here with my two cats all afternoon. He just called me and told me to call my doctor because he could go with me now.
I called and the doctor's office already has their phone on the service even thought they are open another 30 minutes. SO I had my doctor paged and of course he is not oncall. But he said make sure I have HIM paged when I call. So I asked for him and I got his partner who by the way HATES me. He used to be my doctor until my pain started and he said I didn't have pain, I was just depressed because of the rape. That was when I started seeing his partner. Some one recommended him to me.
He called me and he was arguing with me on the phone that I have this really strong pain med and it should be helping and what do I think he should do. I told him that my doctor had a plan and he told me to talk to HIM. He seemed pretty pissed that I was being insistent and kept saying the office was closed and my doctor was gone and he would not be able to find him and it is my fault for waiting so long. Why did I wait so long?
Now I am crying because I am in pain and I feel like a child being yelled at by a parent. I said I wanted to talk to my doctor. So he said he would try to find him for me and call me back. The guy has a pager, how hard is it to find him. I have his home number, but I hate using it but I will if this doesn't work out. I think.
When I hung up the phone, I got sick to my stomach. I think from standing up for so long. Now I feel all shaky.
Still waiting for the phone to ring. This man hates me, I don't think he is going to do anything to help me. He already thinks it is my fault for waiting so long. I just want to yell at him, I know you hate me and you don't believe I have pain!
I feel so out of control.
I have been lying here with my two cats all afternoon. He just called me and told me to call my doctor because he could go with me now.
I called and the doctor's office already has their phone on the service even thought they are open another 30 minutes. SO I had my doctor paged and of course he is not oncall. But he said make sure I have HIM paged when I call. So I asked for him and I got his partner who by the way HATES me. He used to be my doctor until my pain started and he said I didn't have pain, I was just depressed because of the rape. That was when I started seeing his partner. Some one recommended him to me.
He called me and he was arguing with me on the phone that I have this really strong pain med and it should be helping and what do I think he should do. I told him that my doctor had a plan and he told me to talk to HIM. He seemed pretty pissed that I was being insistent and kept saying the office was closed and my doctor was gone and he would not be able to find him and it is my fault for waiting so long. Why did I wait so long?
Now I am crying because I am in pain and I feel like a child being yelled at by a parent. I said I wanted to talk to my doctor. So he said he would try to find him for me and call me back. The guy has a pager, how hard is it to find him. I have his home number, but I hate using it but I will if this doesn't work out. I think.
When I hung up the phone, I got sick to my stomach. I think from standing up for so long. Now I feel all shaky.
Still waiting for the phone to ring. This man hates me, I don't think he is going to do anything to help me. He already thinks it is my fault for waiting so long. I just want to yell at him, I know you hate me and you don't believe I have pain!
I feel so out of control.
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Oh, wow. That doctor sounds like an insensitive jerk. my goodness. *hug* to you